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[Gundam Wing/Lemon/6x9/explicit sexual content]

Zechs Merquise and Lucrezia Noin were one of the first subjects of my fanfiction forays over ten years ago. The dynamics of their relationship is something that I find myself returning to ever so often.

It doesn't exactly work. It isn't romantically perfect although Zechs and Noin were, a formula that contradicted my teenaged views on relationships in written fiction. There were too many holes, too much irresponsibly relegated to the undisclosed past.

But they were the pair that moved me most, on screen. More than Sailormoon or Rayearth, more than You're Under Arrest and Fushigi Yuugi, their's was the sort of bond that I'd wanted for myself. It isn't love, it's something else.

Do I still want that?
I don't know. I'm a different person from the angsty child who snuck out of bed to watch Gundam Wing religiously at midnight and understood every word of it.
I have seen the world and people through the eyes of both Lucrezia Noin and Zechs Merquise without meaning to.

It has been years since I've written, and this was an accident that felt like something else.
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...christ, I feel like I want to cry. I made myself reread this and I don't regret it. I understand exactly what you mean - being the small kid that would sneak it, be enthralled and still, somehow, understand what they were watching.

I :heart: you.

I'd wish to god I could RP with you (Zechs and Noin, if at all possible), but I'd feel terribly...sucky in comparison. :) You're awesome.